ROSAS

Tatlong puti at tatlong pula. Di ka na nagbago. Mahal mo pa rin ako.

Nakakatuwa nga eh, simula kasi ng naging tayo, tuwing anniversary natin, di mo nakakalimutang bigyan ako ng bulaklak. Naalala mo ba nung na-late kang dumating dun sa anniversary dinner natin? Tampo nga ako nung una eh, pero nung nalaman ko na na-late ka sa paghagilap ng bulaklak para sakin, nawala agad ang tampo ko.

At tulad ng dati, nagsimula ka na magkwento. Ang daldal mo talaga, pero okay lang, nakakaaliw ka naman talaga pakinggan. Ang dami mo pang jokes. Pati nga si daddy na over-protective nabilog mo ang ulo dahil dyan sa pagka-mabiro mo. Si mommy naman, pag pinupuri mo ang luto nya, ay sus! daig pa ang teenager kung magblush. Lahat ng kamag-anak ko, gustong-gusto ka, inggit nga mga pinsan ko sa’kin eh. Ako naman, proud na proud at ikaw ang naging boyfriend ko.Sabi ko nga sa’yo eh, isa ka sa mga natitirang matinong lalaki sa mundo. Lahat na kasi ata ng katangian ng hinahanap ng mga babae sa lalaki nasa iyo na. Swerte ko lang din siguro yun ano? Na mahalin ng isang taong tulad mo?

Naalala mo ba nung nag-aya ka pakasal? Sabi mo may ipapakita ka sa’kin, tapos dinala mo ako sa isang subdivision na malapit lang sa pinagtatrabahuan natin. Tapos nag-park ka dun sa harap nung isang bahay dun, two-storey house at may garahe, sabay sabing binili mo na yan kaya bawal humindi na pakasal sa iyo. Binatukan pa nga kita dahil akala ko nagbibiro ka. That is, until pinakita mo yung singsing.

Umuwi ka nga palang nag-iisa nung araw na yon. Pitong taon na nga pala ang nakalipas ano? Ang pagkakaiba lang siguro ngayon, minsan na lang kita makita ngumiti. Lagi ko nakikita ang lungkot dyan sa mga mata mo. Sa totoo lang, kasalanan ko naman talaga kung bakit ka nagkakaganyan. Pero kahit gano’n, ni minsan, di ako nakarinig ng sumbat galing sa’yo. Sorry talaga, dahil sa akin hindi ka na masaya. Minsan nga iniisip ko, kung pwede lang kita ipagtabuyan eh ginawa ko na.

Pero hanggang ngayon… mahal na mahal mo pa rin ako… Kaya nga nandito ka at bitbit mo pa rin yang mga yan di ba? Inakap kita at hinalikan…

Sayang… Hindi mo maramdaman.

Rosas…

Tatlong puti at tatlong pula sa tabi ng puntod ko.

Di ka pa rin nagbabago. Mahal mo pa rin ako.

Little disappointments shouldn’t get me down because SCHOOL IS ROCKING, anyways.

Little disappointments shouldn’t get me down because SCHOOL IS ROCKING, anyways. Okay… This might be the most unbelievable thing you will ever have to hear from me… I really don’t wanna talk about it anymore as much as possible but I JUST CANNOT HELP IT… It’s okay if you want to think I’m lying or whatever but you gotta know that I never tell lies at all ‘coz my conscience can’t take that. You might think this is so too much but what the flying fuuudge… I AM THE HIGHEST IN ENGLISH AGAIN WITH A SCORE BEYOND THE PERFECT ONE!!! Lord, why?!? Hindi ko na kasi talaga kinakaya ang mga pangyayari, parang joke na talaga siya, swear. It was sooo weird. I did not expect any of this luck at all EVER.

Our prof was like, "Okay, I’m going to give you back your midterms. These are arranged from highest to lowest but I’m only gonna mention the three who got the highest scores and shuffle the rest. Are you ready? Do you have an idea who? Can you make a guess?" And the whole block was like, "Kyrah… mishy… Tahnee… mishy … mishy… mishy…" STOP IT GUYS!!! I was so nervous although I honestly dint wanna think I’d even get it. At first, the prof was like, "The one who got the highest actually got a score more than perfect. Do you know why?" And the whole class was like, "Grabe naman yon, sobrang genius na po siguro!" Well, I was thinking there were two essays there and we were only required to answer one, but she said that if we want an increase in points, we can do both. But yeah, I only did one ‘coz I dint have much time then and she’s like, "Yeah, I think she did the two essays, blahblah…" WHEW. OKAY. I FINALLY BREATHED. I was all, "Okay, hindi na ako yan." Then she takes it back, "Oh no, she actually just did one. But I gave her extra points because her essay was clear, organized, very good, so she got higher than 80 which is the perfect score so that’s automatically 100%, blahblah…" Then she was trying to browse and I could sort of see a little butterfly on the cover. I mean everytime I write my name, it’s always with two butterlies on both sides (since highschool, haha). Then my blockmate right in front of her was trying to peek, and then she goes, "mishy, sayo ba yung may butterfly?" Then I said ya. She goes, "Ikaw nga. Grabe ka!" WHAAAAAT?! And then finally, our prof announced, "Ms. mischelle." I went, "Miss, it’s zhyel." Hahahaha.


Wait lang talaga kasi sobrang parang mahihimatay at mangiyak-ngiyak nako nun Hahaha. Joke lang. Pero grabe na talaga ‘to! Ano bang meron?! Sorry ha?! Hindi talaga ako nagyayabang, sobrang nawiweirdan lang talaga ako sa mga nangyayari! Tas grabe, hindi ko na alam talaga kung pano ako haharap sa kanila kasi ANG HARD, I swear. Parang gets? Instead of being more confident, lalo akong nahihiya. I couldn’t even speak. I was kinda worrying about what they’re gonna say again ‘coz I swear, AYOKO NANG MASYADONG PINUPURI. You guys have to know that. Sumisikip yung dibdib ko pag sobra-sobra na (parang si Calc, haha) tas ewan ko, talagang hindi ko alam kung ano dapat ang i-react! I’m not sure if I really deserve this because I never really exert too much effort on this kinda stuff, I don’t really feel worthy of it. I mean, there are other people out there who want this more than I do, those who really work their asses off and don’t even sleep. JUST… WHY ME?! But Lord God, THANK YOU SO MUCH. What have I done right for You to give me all this?! LOL.


Buti nalang hindi na ako ang highest sa Psych kasi baka mamatay na talaga ako pag ganon. Hahahaha.



Medyo binalitaan ko kasi agad si Ate sam eh. Hahaha. And aawww, she sent me this, "Amazing khikhay! I’m just sooo proud of you… You don’t know how much Way to go butterfly XOXO… Miss you too… Hope to see you very soon…" Aaaawww, it just feels so nice to know she’s that… proud. Thank you, Ate Stela


SO MANY UPS AND DOWNS…


And I… am not afraid to try it on my own… I don’t care if I’m right… or wrong… I live my life the way I feel… No matter what, I’M GONNA KEEP IT REAL… You know… It’s time for me to do it on my own…


GOD IS JUST ALL I NEED RIGHT NOW…

funny

its funny how when you get hurt you learn. when you learn, you accept. when you accept you discover; and when you discover you realise how happy you are to know, "i was just human".

365days

The day we become one. the day that full of joy and happiness. The day become the most important day of my life.

You know how much I care and love you, no words can express how much I feel for you. Indescribable happiness. I know what we have is not a bed of roses,, but hey who has?? No one! ups and downs, misunderstandings are always there but they are just part of any relationship. As long we have a strong foundation, and that is love and trust. What I have for you is something that I would not change for anything, I will hold it through eternity.

Time flies, it has been three hundred sixty-five days, and its like it was just yesterday that we said our bows. Promises with full of love and respect.

Bobby I want you know that even we’re million miles apart, my mind, heart and soul are always with you. There is no days that that I did not think of you. People here might say that I'm always jolly and happy, but they are all wrong behind those smiles is a mask, a mask to cover my sorrow and miseries,,, I miss you so much my love. I miss everything about you. I’m miss being with you. I'm longing for you love.

missing you...

(,") पोसितिवे ATTITUDE

There will be times when you find yourself in situations that seem impossible to deal with. Maybe you are in one, now. Perhaps you're in dead edn job, or a relationship that seems to going nowhere. Maybe your family is driving you crazy.

Whatever your situation, remember may people have stood in your shoes. They found a way to overcome obstacles and solve problems. But, how did they do it???? They figured out a way to keep a positive attitude through the hardest of times. They did not focus on the gloom, but the resolutions. If they could do it, so can you.

A POSITIVE ATTITUDE is yours for the making. GRAB IT now and turn those bad situations into mere bumps in the road of life.

suwisayd

Kadalasang sinasabi ng karamihan ang kagustuhuhang mamatay kapag dumadanas ang isang tao ng matinding kalungkutan at depresyon sa buhay dala ng pagkawala ng isang minamahal sa buhay, matinding kahirapan, kabiguan sa pag-ibig, kawalan ng pera, pagkabanga sa droga at kung dahil lamang sa simpleng selos. Bukambibig lang ba ito o talagang may halong seryosong intensyon???

sagot nga ba ang pagkakamatay sa mga dahilang nabanggit??? baket sa tingin mo pagnamatay ka may magandang lugar kang pupuntahan?? Sa tingin mo ang pagkakamatay ang sagot sa mga iyon?? Mag isip ka nga!! Isa pa kaduwagan ang pagkakamatay at makasarili lang. Kung mawawala ka sa mundong ito dahil sa katangahan mong pamamaraan. Pano na ang mga naiwan mo? Magulang mo?! anak mo (kung meron man).

Gumising ka, harapin ang katotohanan!! Huwag kang duwag!

1st tym

waaaahhhh...........1st tym 1st tym ko mag post..hhehehehehhe
kinakabahan ako..anu b lalagay ko??

waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
dme ko naicp kanina,,
wala ako maipost ngaun??
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