Little disappointments shouldn’t get me down because SCHOOL IS ROCKING, anyways.

Little disappointments shouldn’t get me down because SCHOOL IS ROCKING, anyways. Okay… This might be the most unbelievable thing you will ever have to hear from me… I really don’t wanna talk about it anymore as much as possible but I JUST CANNOT HELP IT… It’s okay if you want to think I’m lying or whatever but you gotta know that I never tell lies at all ‘coz my conscience can’t take that. You might think this is so too much but what the flying fuuudge… I AM THE HIGHEST IN ENGLISH AGAIN WITH A SCORE BEYOND THE PERFECT ONE!!! Lord, why?!? Hindi ko na kasi talaga kinakaya ang mga pangyayari, parang joke na talaga siya, swear. It was sooo weird. I did not expect any of this luck at all EVER.

Our prof was like, "Okay, I’m going to give you back your midterms. These are arranged from highest to lowest but I’m only gonna mention the three who got the highest scores and shuffle the rest. Are you ready? Do you have an idea who? Can you make a guess?" And the whole block was like, "Kyrah… mishy… Tahnee… mishy … mishy… mishy…" STOP IT GUYS!!! I was so nervous although I honestly dint wanna think I’d even get it. At first, the prof was like, "The one who got the highest actually got a score more than perfect. Do you know why?" And the whole class was like, "Grabe naman yon, sobrang genius na po siguro!" Well, I was thinking there were two essays there and we were only required to answer one, but she said that if we want an increase in points, we can do both. But yeah, I only did one ‘coz I dint have much time then and she’s like, "Yeah, I think she did the two essays, blahblah…" WHEW. OKAY. I FINALLY BREATHED. I was all, "Okay, hindi na ako yan." Then she takes it back, "Oh no, she actually just did one. But I gave her extra points because her essay was clear, organized, very good, so she got higher than 80 which is the perfect score so that’s automatically 100%, blahblah…" Then she was trying to browse and I could sort of see a little butterfly on the cover. I mean everytime I write my name, it’s always with two butterlies on both sides (since highschool, haha). Then my blockmate right in front of her was trying to peek, and then she goes, "mishy, sayo ba yung may butterfly?" Then I said ya. She goes, "Ikaw nga. Grabe ka!" WHAAAAAT?! And then finally, our prof announced, "Ms. mischelle." I went, "Miss, it’s zhyel." Hahahaha.


Wait lang talaga kasi sobrang parang mahihimatay at mangiyak-ngiyak nako nun Hahaha. Joke lang. Pero grabe na talaga ‘to! Ano bang meron?! Sorry ha?! Hindi talaga ako nagyayabang, sobrang nawiweirdan lang talaga ako sa mga nangyayari! Tas grabe, hindi ko na alam talaga kung pano ako haharap sa kanila kasi ANG HARD, I swear. Parang gets? Instead of being more confident, lalo akong nahihiya. I couldn’t even speak. I was kinda worrying about what they’re gonna say again ‘coz I swear, AYOKO NANG MASYADONG PINUPURI. You guys have to know that. Sumisikip yung dibdib ko pag sobra-sobra na (parang si Calc, haha) tas ewan ko, talagang hindi ko alam kung ano dapat ang i-react! I’m not sure if I really deserve this because I never really exert too much effort on this kinda stuff, I don’t really feel worthy of it. I mean, there are other people out there who want this more than I do, those who really work their asses off and don’t even sleep. JUST… WHY ME?! But Lord God, THANK YOU SO MUCH. What have I done right for You to give me all this?! LOL.


Buti nalang hindi na ako ang highest sa Psych kasi baka mamatay na talaga ako pag ganon. Hahahaha.



Medyo binalitaan ko kasi agad si Ate sam eh. Hahaha. And aawww, she sent me this, "Amazing khikhay! I’m just sooo proud of you… You don’t know how much Way to go butterfly XOXO… Miss you too… Hope to see you very soon…" Aaaawww, it just feels so nice to know she’s that… proud. Thank you, Ate Stela


SO MANY UPS AND DOWNS…


And I… am not afraid to try it on my own… I don’t care if I’m right… or wrong… I live my life the way I feel… No matter what, I’M GONNA KEEP IT REAL… You know… It’s time for me to do it on my own…


GOD IS JUST ALL I NEED RIGHT NOW…